lol
And, no, I don't have a crush on anyone at the moment. A few times I've surprisingly felt that intimacy with a woman would be repulsive. I don't know how I was able to feel that, and I've tried to correct it, too. But, no, I'm not gay either. Intimacy with men would be far more repulsive.
There's one girl I was attracted to recently who was attracted to me, too. I know for a fact that she has a crush on me, because I've heard as much and she's actually told me that I was hot. But she's not a Christian. I told her right up front that I wasn't looking for a relationship right now and that even if I were I wouldn't date anyone who wasn't a very specific kind of Christian. So she knows my feelings about her, but she still has a crush on me. The heart does what the heart wills I guess. It's hard to control our feelings sometimes. I'm flattered, but I'm also worried for her because I've told her already I wasn't interested. And I'm sure as heck not going to budge.