Thank you for your clarification Julianna, yeah, I run from confrontations. I have even had friends get mad at me because I will walk away rather than argue with someone over something I am right about. Eh, I had my say, it is over.
But you did make me stop and think. I have been in contact almost daily, via the internet, with a certain piece of my past. And, yeah, you made me think. I have not been exactly loving towards her, because well, she nuked a bridge (luckily, I have a radiation suit!). So I have survived an unbelievable war she raged and I might have expressed a bit of anger in there somewhere ..... maybe a few biting words even.
So, I am going to set aside the next 30 days and just be positive in my correspondence with her. No, I would not take her back even if gold bars were tied around her neck! (which makes me think of a bridge, a cowboy boot, a well placed .... oh, never mind!) So, I am going to do this, be nice, be positive, get the image of that bridge out of my mind......