Well... Then he'll be the one pushing the buttons, not me, it's better that way. I don't want to push any guys buttons. I don't like pushing ANYONES buttons, just ask my best friend... (0.o) He had a wet shoulder last time I annoyed someone. Thankfully though, he's a computer that's running smoothly, and has an absolutely amazing OS... Too bad he's my cousin huh? :/ I really wish all the good guys weren't related to me.. lol
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I know I sound like a broken record, but the Lord leads you, milady. Wait on Him and remember....
"Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint
Isaiah 40:31
Be strong, blueseraphin, in Him, He has given you eternal life and He has a life for you on earth of greatness, either small or great greatness but, no matter, for you to be blessed abundantly. Just do all you do for the glory of God, as best you can. And, embrace and remember His promises are true, sin is gone and just go forward and be the lady of God that He wants you to be, and fear Him, like I said before to ya.
I want you to read Proverbs 31, starting in verse 10 , k, princess, and, remember, as you read these verses that God is building you up as you grow from your young self to older to become that great woman that will bless others and, also, you, too, all for His glory