I am completely in shock to be honest. Your comment on wanting to be with someone of a completely different faith really through for a loop. We are told to share faith with out spouse.
1 Corinthians 7:39 "A woman is bound to her husband as long as he lives. But if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord."
2 Corinthians 6:14-15 "Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness? What harmony is there between Christ and Belial? What does a believer have in common with an unbeliever?"
Remember not to listen to your heart. Jeremiah 17:9 tells us "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?"
I am praying that God will show His ways and that he will work in your life. God Bless.
I take serious issue with your statements. The bible clearly states that a wife's first duty is to obey and support her husband fully regardless of his own faith and actions.
1Cor. 7:13, "And a woman who has
a husband who does not believe, if he is willing to live with her, let her not divorce him. 14 For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband; otherwise your children would be unclean, but now they are holy. 15 But if the unbeliever departs, let him depart; a brother or a sister is not under bondage in such cases. But God has called us to peace. 16 For how do you know, O wife, whether you will save your husband? Or how do you know, O husband, whether you will save your wife?"
1Pet. 3:1 "Wives, likewise, be submissive to your own husbands, that even
if some do not obey the word, they, without a word, may be won by the
conduct of their wives, 2 when they observe your chaste conduct accompanied by fear." It's clear that this 1Pet. 3 wife, whether her husband believes or not ," even if some do not obey the word", must live a life of righteousness. Her lifestyle of Purity, 3 chaste conduct accompanied by fear" has an impact on her unbelieving husband. 1Peter 3:2, practiced will cause her unbelieving husband to think about Christ and the change He has made in his own wife's life. Certainly her disobedience to God will not win her husband to Christ. Look at Titus 2: 4 "that they admonish the young women to love their husbands, to love their children, 5 to be discreet, chaste, homemakers, good, obedient to their own husbands, that the word of God may not be blasphemed." Paul says that the word of God could be "blasphemed" if the wife is not discreet, chaste, good and obedient to their own husbands. Three of the four characteristics speak of moral character. No where does Paul suggest she sin in her attempt to be submissive. We must understand that godly submission involves living godly, which means after God's character. Peter tells the wife who lives with an unbeliever, 3, "Do not let your adornment be merely outward--arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel--4, rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God. 5, For in this manner, in former times, the holy women who trusted in God also adorned themselves, being submissive to their own husbands, 6 as Sarah obeyed Abraham, calling him lord, whose daughters you are if you do good and are not afraid with any terror." Peter speaks of women in the OT that had a "gentle and quiet spirit". This is what God desires in the character of the wife. This is what is "precious in the sight of God". It was in this manner (meek & quiet spirit) that Sarah acted towards Abraham. When Sarah called her husband lord, it was a title of honor, a title of esteem.