I understand got everything but if you aren't willing to believe in God no evidence is going to help that but I'll give you one thing. you might not like it, you might not think it's proof, but if you don't think this is proof or anything else is proof, then you're not going to believe in God now in the first place, because your mind is closed to him. But about this: there's only two ways that the universe could be here right now. one of them is without a creator, it means to habe the materials the universe is made with, they have always been here, there's never been anything that created them or anything that caused it. Some object with no will had to have always been there. Or, there has to be a creator who is supreme and holy and has always been there to create this stuff. you can't just say, "who created him?" because somewhere it has to stop. Something had to have created everything or always have been here. It would've have to have been either the materials that made up the universe or it had to be God. I would say God, with a Will and a power to Create us, is a more sound and rational choice. But, if you dont believe and your heart isn't truly open, if you aren't seeking God, I cant give you proof to mle you believe. Have you read Exodus 20 and John 3:16? We have all done evil and sinned and deserve to be punished. God is sinless and sees sin for what it is. He is just and has to carry out punishment, but to save you found a legal way out: He sent his Son to die for you, sacrificed His life for you, and if you believe and turn to Christ, you'll be forgiven and forever live with God! God bless you, and may you believe.