I Never Claimed To Be Anything You Want Me To Be

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hislastwalk

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I just wanna say….
I AM NOT CLAIMING TO BE STRAIGHT! For goodness sakes…
I am simply choosing not to act on my desires…
I suppose, yes my flesh might be considered ‘gay’
but my actions say other wise.
I never claimed to not look at other men and be attracted….
in fact, I think the lead singer of blessthefall is cute… >.>
so everyone really should be happy I’m even doing this.
Maybe everyone should take a breath, shut up, and get over their little pitty parties.
I told myself “one whole year, no dating, no boys, no girls, just me and God.” that is what I am doing. I know it’s a sin to be gay… yes, that is something that is undeniable, BUT didn’t Jesus say a man who looks with lust is already an adulterer? See, we’re all something aren’t we?
As I said… I am simply choosing not to act on my feelings for a year, I am focusing on God.
I do wanna say however: I know it is possible for me to like girls… although there was only girl I ever ‘fell in love’ with…
and I do agree that you can be set free, but there ARE people who tried for 40 years and never were set free.
Sometimes, it’s times like these that help me find a deeper faith.
So I never claimed to be anything you want me to be.
-and, yes, I hate who I am, I’m a monster, but it you who made me feel this way, you who has twisted my mind around so much… I am talking to my christian friends, AND the atheist, etc.
 
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Kooper

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Woohoo! Second to post!
 
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Kyouken

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hislastwalk said:
and I do agree that you can be set free, but there ARE people who tried for 40 years and never were set free.
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I just thought to say, that you've already been set free when Jesus died on the cross. So were those people who tried for 40 years. So long as you have accepted Jesus as your saviour and believe, you already have deliverance.

That is all.
 
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hislastwalk

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God bless. I know that there is a revival coming.
 
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rainacorn

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hislastwalk said:
-and, yes, I hate who I am, I’m a monster, but it you who made me feel this way, you who has twisted my mind around so much… I am talking to my christian friends, AND the atheist, etc.
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Who made you feel like a monster?
 
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hislastwalk

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rainacorn said:
Who made you feel like a monster?
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The homosexual life, the temptations always creep up. Actually, I feel fine now, the day I wrote this I was venting.lol
 
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rainacorn

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hislastwalk said:
The homosexual life, the temptations always creep up. Actually, I feel fine now, the day I wrote this I was venting.lol
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Nice to see you're so in control of your emotions lol

^^that sounds mean, but you're a kid so it's totally understandable. Very few people your age are on the level. Anyway, glad you're feeling better.
 
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ilavjesus

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dont listen to the enemy's voice but focus on God and follow his will in your life..i know and i believe thats only a trials to you..
go to your friends who can understand you.God bless..
.a_man_of_God!!!
 
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AnandaHya

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hislastwalk said:
The homosexual life, the temptations always creep up. Actually, I feel fine now, the day I wrote this I was venting.lol
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venting is good as long as its temporary.

I have found if I focus on myself I get depressed by realizing how sadly lacking I am and how I don't meet God's standards of righteousness. How I'm meaner and less patience and less a lot of things then I should be. When I look at people around me I get depressed because I realize how sad the world is and how little I can do to help.

However when I look to Jesus Christ and what He did on the cross I find hope. I am reminded its not my faithfulness but God's that saves. Its His grace and His love that shapes us and cleanses us and helps us be the people we are meant to be. We can't do it alone but thank God we don't have to we have His Holy Spirit to encourage and guide us and His promises to uplift us and give us hope.

I may not be what people want me to be but I have faith that God will shape me and guide me into becoming the person He meant for me to be to help and love others as He teaches me to love and care because of His love and mercy.

lol ok I'm ranting now. Hope you are having a blessed evening.

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Seraphotic

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There was once a pastor, while he was preaching he spoke on many sexually immoral lifestyles. He also touched on gays and how Satan will tell you that you were born that way, and as the bible says everyone is born into sin, so it is possible to be born gay. BUT! It is NOT possible to be born again gay, the bible says homosexuals can't enter the kingdom of heaven. If you are having trouble, I suggest reading in Romans and Timothy, they are both very helpful for knowing what god thinks is wrong and what god wants a real man to be, how to be that man, and ways Satan may tell you different. I struggled with the same thing to not long ago, and since the. I have had amazing revelations, good luck and god he with you!
 
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