H
I just wanna say….
I AM NOT CLAIMING TO BE STRAIGHT! For goodness sakes…
I am simply choosing not to act on my desires…
I suppose, yes my flesh might be considered ‘gay’
but my actions say other wise.
I never claimed to not look at other men and be attracted….
in fact, I think the lead singer of blessthefall is cute… >.>
so everyone really should be happy I’m even doing this.
Maybe everyone should take a breath, shut up, and get over their little pitty parties.
I told myself “one whole year, no dating, no boys, no girls, just me and God.” that is what I am doing. I know it’s a sin to be gay… yes, that is something that is undeniable, BUT didn’t Jesus say a man who looks with lust is already an adulterer? See, we’re all something aren’t we?
As I said… I am simply choosing not to act on my feelings for a year, I am focusing on God.
I do wanna say however: I know it is possible for me to like girls… although there was only girl I ever ‘fell in love’ with…
and I do agree that you can be set free, but there ARE people who tried for 40 years and never were set free.
Sometimes, it’s times like these that help me find a deeper faith.
So I never claimed to be anything you want me to be.
-and, yes, I hate who I am, I’m a monster, but it you who made me feel this way, you who has twisted my mind around so much… I am talking to my christian friends, AND the atheist, etc.
I AM NOT CLAIMING TO BE STRAIGHT! For goodness sakes…
I am simply choosing not to act on my desires…
I suppose, yes my flesh might be considered ‘gay’
but my actions say other wise.
I never claimed to not look at other men and be attracted….
in fact, I think the lead singer of blessthefall is cute… >.>
so everyone really should be happy I’m even doing this.
Maybe everyone should take a breath, shut up, and get over their little pitty parties.
I told myself “one whole year, no dating, no boys, no girls, just me and God.” that is what I am doing. I know it’s a sin to be gay… yes, that is something that is undeniable, BUT didn’t Jesus say a man who looks with lust is already an adulterer? See, we’re all something aren’t we?
As I said… I am simply choosing not to act on my feelings for a year, I am focusing on God.
I do wanna say however: I know it is possible for me to like girls… although there was only girl I ever ‘fell in love’ with…
and I do agree that you can be set free, but there ARE people who tried for 40 years and never were set free.
Sometimes, it’s times like these that help me find a deeper faith.
So I never claimed to be anything you want me to be.
-and, yes, I hate who I am, I’m a monster, but it you who made me feel this way, you who has twisted my mind around so much… I am talking to my christian friends, AND the atheist, etc.