It's not like porn addiction, smoking or drugs, or something you could "kick the habit"... if God chooses to take away same sex attractions with me that is up to Him, if I choose to be celibate or engage in homosexual behavior or (hopefully find a boyfriend someday) that is between me and my Creator. For a time I thought I could be celibate being that this life is very short but I don't think I can do that. Yes I have been foolish and had sex without a relationship which has made things harder because the body will always want more, but that gets boring and eventually you need something more nourishing, even a great male companion without sex would be a great blessing right now. And yes everything is a lil easier when a close relationship with God (Jesus) is nurtured which I have neglect for a few years now. I can't be anything other than vague because the future is fluid and always in motion, I can't tell you with certainty I could abstain and never have sex with a man again.