Drowning in my tears

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overcomer2

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What is ds? I went to his profile, everything looked normal. Is there somewhere special this shows up?
 
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Heartsearcher

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overcomer2 said:
What is ds? I went to his profile, everything looked normal. Is there somewhere special this shows up?
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A ds is a gameboy that has internet but it isn't the same as a laptop and something shows things that shouldn't be there- but that might just be mine because something is wrong with it.
 
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Tintin

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Blain hasn't been banned, nor should he be.
 
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p_rehbein

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It could be that Brother Blain is dealing with the situation he has found himself in, and just hasn't been on line.....keeping him and his family in my prayers...........
 
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ashmeow22

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i have been there before too so i know how you feel be stro ng now as hard as that may sound it will get better
 
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jkalyna

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Blain said:
you know i normally keep my personnel issues to myself but i just need some comfort right now.i can't say what but i did something so horrible that my family hates me, i can't even be in the same room with them without feeling the anger and disgust in their eyes, i am not even allowed to be in the same room with my sister mia because of how angry she is with me. she actually told me she wants me gone and coming from her who i have been through thick and thin my whole life that crushed me.i have had emotional and verbal beatings all day and i deserve it, i have cried more than i can remember ever crying. Jesus is the only thing i have left, i have lost all that matters to me in this world- my family. i feel like i don't belong anymore and not just because of how i feel inside. i see myself as trash and can only seem to cry and long to be held once more in the lords arms, and i know he loves me but i cannot even love myself.i am not as strong as a lot of people mentally or spiritually, but i should have at least been strong enough to not do what i did.
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Sounds like some set up from satan, either by temptation, and this. You love the lord, and it is not loving to beat someone with verbal/emotional abuse. Isn't this the same thing you came out of. There was a picture online of a girl with a genetic form of when she feels anxiety, she crys blood, that the blood vessels break. God holds you right now, as he see's your tears, and cares, and loves you, around the holidays, things could get stressy, so forgive yourself, first, and forgive them. Sometimes our emotions get out of control because we are human. There is nothing terrible before the Lord's eyes, for if we confess our sins he is able to restore us, and then there is no condemnation to you Blain who are in Christ Jesus. My family hates me and they don't want me around them, I could be that bright flood light that shines, and the bible says "men love darkness more than the light." Jesus is in you. Jesus Blain needs thee, help him today.

 
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loveme1

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Thinking of you Blain, be lovely to hear how you are doing.

May all be well.
 
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Fenner

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I'm so glad you pulled this up Loveme1, I've been thinking about Blaine. I hope you are well Blaine.
 
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