So, i've been depressed for a long time now. It all started before i graduated college for years ago. I just came into a realization that i don't know what i want, like i sort of have an quarter and existensial crisis all at the same time. It affected my relationship with the Lord, and with the people around me. After that, i've been jobless for a year. It adds to the stress, then 2 years after i broke up with my boyfriend of 6 years, i just stop seeing the growth in the relationship, so to sum it all up, i've been through a transition and it's hard. It's like waking up in the morning without a sense of purpose. I feel so empty. PS. I appreciate all your concerns and i know you'll tell me that in order to be complete I should strengthen my relationship with the Lord. And i think this is the first step, i just need to release it all and eventually, i'll get there. Thanks. GODBLESS