Suicide

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virteous_man

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I can't unban you sorry. I will keep you in my prayers.
 
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ki

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#42
jkalyna: i was talking to a professional councilor in the chat room by private messaging and i was banned. they are preventing me from talking to her again. this was my only hope of finding any help.
 
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not unless you know how to unban me... i just want to be able to talk to reinitin again.. she was helping.. and if i don't get help, if i don't get the strength to get help anywhere else... i'm gonna end up dead..
Hi Ki. Here's a link to Reinitin's profile. You can send her an email (PM) through the 'contact info' tab under her picture.

http://christianchat.com/member.php?u=44269

Remember that God loves you very much and we love you too as our sister in Christ. We don't want to see you die or hurt yourself. God knows how much you are hurting right now and He will come and comfort you. Jesus said that he would not leave us comfortless, that he will come to us in our time of suffering. I will pray for you. God bless you.

"I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you."
(John 14:18 KJV)
 
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ki

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Thank you Virteous man
 
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virteous_man

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Ki:
ReinItIn is the only person you can talk too? Have you ever heard of the boys town national hotline? Help At The End Of The Line | Boys Town
phone number 1-800-448-3000 they have existed since I was a teenager the same number. They have a trained staff to help teens they have real solutions and the resources to help you achieve your goals. Give them a try. I did.
 
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ki

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Thanks Zeroturbulence... i've already sent here some messages like that, but she doesn't check those very often. I had to tell her about them through the chat rooms...
 
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ki

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right now shes the only one i have been able to talk to... shes been trying to get me to talk to someone else.. i was about ready too.. but without her encouraging me or anyone else... i don't know
 
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jkalyna

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jkalyna: i was talking to a professional councilor in the chat room by private messaging and i was banned. they are preventing me from talking to her again. this was my only hope of finding any help.
WELL WERE ALL HERE SENT BE DIVINE INTERVENTION FOR YOU SHE IS PEOPLE WE ARE TOO, AND THE LORD SPEAKS STHROUGH PEOPLE SOME GOOD THINGS SOME NOT SO GOOD. LISTEN YOU PUT THIS PRAYER REQUEST HERE NOT MANY GROWN MEN WOULD EVEN DO THIS AND OUR 17 YOU ARE LIKE JOSHUA AND DON'T EVEN KNOW IT GOD HAS HIS EYES ON YOU AND EMBROIDERED YOU IN THE WOMB, YOU WILL LIVE AND LIVE TO PROCLAIM THE TESTIMONEY AS A STRONGE BELIEVER IN THE LORD, FOR HIS HAND IS NOT SHORTENED AND HIS HEART IS CRYING FOR YOU EVEN NOW THROUGH MANY WE CARE.
 
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ki

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#49
jkalyna: thanks... i am still alive for now...
 
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virteous_man

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Ki:
ReinItIn is the only person you can talk too? Have you ever heard of the boys town national hotline? Help At The End Of The Line | Boys Town
phone number 1-800-448-3000 they have existed since I was a teenager the same number. They have a trained staff to help teens they have real solutions and the resources to help you achieve your goals. Give them a try. I did.
Did you miss this post Ki? Have you ever heard of them. I called them off and on from my teenage years to my mid 20's they always helped me. Even when i was no longer a teenager they would refer me to someone in my area who could help me. A very good and positive influence in America.
 
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ki

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i have tried other hotlines.. every time when it is ringing i hang up because my stomach tightens up because i get scarred.. Reins the only one that i trust right now..
 
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virteous_man

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Ki: I wish I could do more for you. May the Lord be light upon your feet. i have to turn in my eyes are getting real heavy sleeptime. I hope all will be well with you sister in the Lord. God bless
 
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jkalyna

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jkalyna: i was talking to a professional councilor in the chat room by private messaging and i was banned. they are preventing me from talking to her again. this was my only hope of finding any help.
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pickles

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Ki, I was your age when I had planned to take my life as well.
Sorry if I misspell, Im crying for you right now because I know the pain you are going through.
It was a person at my highschool that saw my pain, and foud me a councilor to talk to, as home was part of my problems as well.
I am so greatful Jesus found me that person, because even though it was a struggle and painful for a while, the final result has been blessing after blessing.
So do not give up, hold on and know that the help you need is there for you.
I had trouble seeing Jesus as well, but thats only because pain causes us to look to what we see with our eyes, rather than what one sees with the heart.
This only seems huge to you because you are feeling so lost.
In Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh, I want you to know that the love Jesus has for you is great and infinate, filled with His delight in you.
Do not let the theif steal this from you.
This will pass and you will know the joy and love that awaits you, is already with you in Jesus.
I am praying for you and will continue to keep you in my daily prayers from this day forward in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh!
So you will one day know the joy Jesus has blessed this old now grandma with.
Sending you huge gentle hugs in Jesus.

God bless
pickles
 
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ki

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thank you Jkalyna and Virteous man, if any of you go to the bible study chat room and see reinitin in there please tell her i'm sorry... goodnight everyone....
 

pickles

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Good nite ki, I look forward to seeing you here again soon. :)

God bless
pickles
 
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jkalyna

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Ki, I was your age when I had planned to take my life as well.
Sorry if I misspell, Im crying for you right now because I know the pain you are going through.
It was a person at my highschool that saw my pain, and foud me a councilor to talk to, as home was part of my problems as well.
I am so greatful Jesus found me that person, because even though it was a struggle and painful for a while, the final result has been blessing after blessing.
So do not give up, hold on and know that the help you need is there for you.
I had trouble seeing Jesus as well, but thats only because pain causes us to look to what we see with our eyes, rather than what one sees with the heart.
This only seems huge to you because you are feeling so lost.
In Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh, I want you to know that the love Jesus has for you is great and infinate, filled with His delight in you.
Do not let the theif steal this from you.
This will pass and you will know the joy and love that awaits you, is already with you in Jesus.
I am praying for you and will continue to keep you in my daily prayers from this day forward in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh!
So you will one day know the joy Jesus has blessed this old now grandma with.
Sending you huge gentle hugs in Jesus.

God bless
pickles
YES IT TAKES A REAL MAN WITH A BACKBONE TO SAY THE THINGS YOU JUST SAID AND FOR KI TO GROW INTO THE MAN GOD HAS HIM TO BE YET, SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE NO HPE AND THERES THE ENEMY BRINGING GUILT AND CONDEMNATION, TO DRIVE YOU DEEPER INTO DESPAIR. ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE LIGHTS FROM THE LORD, THERES REASONS WHY EVERYONE IS UP AT THIS HOUR FOR YOUR SOUL, THE ENEMY IS FIGHTING, BUT WE ARE PRAYING AGAINST THE PULL OOF DEATH THAT HAS COME AGAINST YOU. YOU WILL LIVE AND NOT DIE IN JESUS NAME. U WILL LIVE AND LIVE TO DECLAIRE THE WORK THAT HE HAS DONE FOR YOU AND TO HELP SOMEONE ELSE WHERE YOU HAD BEEN. AMEN THIS IS THE LAST MESSAGE. JESUS LOVES YOU WE LOVE YOU GOD WANTS TO LOVE YOU GIVE HIM A SHOT. :)
 
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jkalyna

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jkalyna: thanks... i am still alive for now...
WHAMMY WACKERS I THOUGHT YOU WERE A GUY PLEASE FORIGVE ME FOR THIS DIDN'T SEE THE PINK, ANYWAY IT WAS NICE TO READ YOUR POSTS. I HOPE YOUR A GIRL, MUST BE LATE, TURNING TIN. LUV YA .:)
 
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dreda

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Don'tt do it everything is temporary while you are in this world. If you die that becomes forever already. Jesus believes in you that's why He died for your sins and you have the authority to command those spirits around you to leave you. I suggest you go somewhere alse to divert your thought talk with people and don't spend on places or situations where it leads you to do that way. You are still too young there is more in life stored for you. At some point in our lives we feel like noone is there for us but it's not true. Everytime the painful feeling comes to you command them and say I refuse to accept this feeling of guilt or pain in me because Christ had redeemed me, refuse the feeling go somewhere talk to someone evryday as often as it is necessary pray and God will meet you there. Don't give up Life is a battle and God is with you in whatever battlefields. Everything is just temporary you'll soon recover if you believe.