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I need help understanding why things happen the way they do.I don't really have anyone to talk to.I kinda have accepted that my brother probably wont make it.He is only 30 and has a beautiful family. Its just so hard but I can feel everything coming to an end.He has been fighting Hodgkins Lymphoma for a about a year. Its now 4th stage, in the liver and bone marrow.He is also fighting a disorder known as HLH. Everything that is happening to him is very rare.There are very few cases like his.Numerous treatments have been used and the cancer is just too strong.I have kinda accepted that God has spoken.God wants to take him home.No medication has helped him and even the some of the best doctor's have no other options for him.He is currently at Stanford Med In the ICU in Palo Alto,California.
The sad thing is is that even though he can barely move or talk he still believes god will heal him but I just think God wants to take him away. He is no one special. God takes away pastor's sons and daughters , prophet's sons and daughters all the time.So I kinda understand how everything works.
Pray for me and my family this is so hard. I have a bunch of mixed emotions.
My brothers name is Jose.
My real name is Jesus, not JJ.
The sad thing is is that even though he can barely move or talk he still believes god will heal him but I just think God wants to take him away. He is no one special. God takes away pastor's sons and daughters , prophet's sons and daughters all the time.So I kinda understand how everything works.
Pray for me and my family this is so hard. I have a bunch of mixed emotions.
My brothers name is Jose.
My real name is Jesus, not JJ.