The Wanderer..if you put as much stock into establishing a relationship with JESUS CHRIST as much as you seek prayer from strangers on the internet, you would be an awesome CHRISTIAN, posting uplifting helpful comments and encouragement. However. all we see is rhetoric, criticism, ridicule and complete self centeredness. You are playing a dangerous game here. JESUS is there for you....if YOU reach out to HIM, truely. THIS forum is NOT your ultimate answer. You are using it as a platform to venticate your own lack of spirituality, blaiming "real church", other "CHRISTIANS" and such for your own misery. I would encourage you to make this a serious matter of prayer...between you and GOD...why are you injecting and insisting that others pray and not stop and ask the silly question "DID You just pray once for me and stop>?" THIS is not a joke..your relationship with JESUS is ONE on ONE...the internet is NOT your Savior.....leave the internet out of the equation...come back when you and JESUS are real pals so that we can laugh, share, grow and learn from each other. You need a solid base of operation..a local church home as much as anyone else. Find one that lifts up the name of JESUS !!!!