Prayer.. cuz suicide is on my mind..

Thank you pickles I know you shall keep praying and I will not object may He bless you with anything in your heart desires.

Thanks, when you read it I think youll see things a bit differently

i could really use a prayer right now and i dont trully understand why. My life is everything i have ever wanted it to be but i didn't remember god on my way to getting where i am and i guess that means my life is not what i want it to be. but i feel like im too far gone in my path of dispar like i have done far to much wrong to even fathom of asking for forgiveness if anyone feels like giving me some advice or giving some good bible versus to read to shine some light on what i need to do or just add me in your prayers it would mean the world to me im new here so im sorry that i havent got to know any of you

if you really ever need to chat about suicide i have been there heres my email [email protected]

Deadtosin

I actually havent but still thank you and may God bless you.

stat1448
Hey brother lol your probably new lol but you need to do another thread lol but still it dont bother me just wanted you to know.
May God bless you with wisdom and may He bless you with any desire from your hear to find happiness in this life and the next.

sorry man i am new :$ i guess i will make a new thread. and thanks you will be in my prayers

I didn't know you were going through this also... but as you saw earlier, my brother in Christ, you're not alone. You know... the devil's out to get us, each and every one of us... the breakthrough comes when we say "no devil, you're a liar and I'm not going to listen to your lies!"my heart goes out to you also, and you're definitely in my prayers

No its fine lol made me chuckle cuz your not the first. May God bless you.

clee356

Thank you and may God bless you. I have made a decision yet still I wont pull anybody else with me.. so when wannabeloved tried to help me because she felt the same way I couldnt let her be like me.. I dont have a reason and she does, but I just rather not talk about it anymore.. I have comed to decide what will happen cuz I honestly cannot follow God... God is not for me, no miracle is present in my life.. and I just rather not talk about it no more.. I know God exist yet he wont make me happy and he wont ever give me a miracle. Well God bless you.. nothing much more to say anymore..

You're going to get mad at me for saying this, but I will say it anyway:

You have NOT given up. If you had, you would not keep returning here. God is still talking to you.

you haven't read it? or you have and it changed nothing?

I didn't know of this thread..sorry you're feeling this way, I've been there before I know how bad it hurts :/. I don't know what else to add, seems like everyone already said good advice. You are in my prayers Uriel. God bless you.

whenever you want to step out of your tower of isolation....perhaps you will try opening the door... God bless...

Revelation 3:19-21

New King James Version (NKJV)

19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent. 20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. 21 To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne.

wwjd_kilde
I actually have I come here cuz I have friends here.. thats all.. and it would be rude to not answer a post, I wont be mean either.. not the person I am. But I have I wont lie, I have. But still God bless.. just like I said.. fixing things before I go.
Deadtosin
I read a bit cuz I couldnt get the whole book.. got it online.. yet its nothing new read books like that before. Thank you tho and God bless.
kayem77
Thanks I know you have written to me before in other posts.. Yea I know Ive heard everything (tried it their way and have explain a few times that I dont know what they mean by a few things) Thank you for your prayers and God bless/
Ariel82
Thank you? and Ive read it a few times before too. I do not hear or feel or see, Ive only read thats all (the word of God) So no I do not know God and its fine.. Ive come to not really mind not knowing him anymore. May all the praise and worship be to him. Thank you God bless.
Lindsay
Thank you lovely picture may God bless you.

Again in general.. I given up.. I will do what I do.. in the end.. I just cant and wont take anymore of this life.. it makes me hurt inside and feel disgusted.. I feel sad that nothing will change.. only I can change but that doesnt make me happy cuz even tho I am not perfect I still wanted things (people) to change.. I wanted situations to change.. I wanted a miracle and it was not given to me.. and I dont deserve it I know.. and I wanted to feel God and I just wanted to be happy... but Im not.. I myself understand my dirty and evil ways.. and now Im not going to change my mentality because to me its all the same now.. so I will go to hell.. and that is fine.. peple live life and go to hell.. yet well I still thank you for the prayers.. and the caring but still it was in vain because in the end nothing could and will change with prayer and opinions.. thank you tho still with all my heart God bless

Uriel

Well brother I too hear your pain and your right about one thing. If you go to church,read the bible, and help others and you still don't think life is worth living. Then something is wrong. Acknowledging that you have a problem to yourself and those that care about you and your well being is just the first step towards healing. Now comes the hard part but its a part only you can play. You have two choices get help or give up. I am Not condoning suicide in fact I am against it. I have personally lost two wonderful friends to suicide. The pain that they felt and the utter hopelessness that drove them to that decision they kept from me. Tim he was my best friend in school I will never forget him. He left behind a beautiful wife and baby son those are just two reasons I wish he was still here. If I was a parent and hurting I would've gotten help. They are reasons to live to love and see them grow up. Judy she was a coworker and something just snapped with her. A great Mom according to her kids whom I see sometimes see. Judy felt utter pain and rage at how her life seemed to Fail her own expectations if she had displayed any signs at work I sat with her and I totally missed any signs of trouble she was having. I am not trying to make you angry I am trying to help you understand life is hard. I too had an experience that changed my whole perspective on life. You see I failed them. I won't forget it I got the message. I'd say I feel guilty if I had done anything to cause them to do what they did. But I didn't do anything. My source of strength when life gets hard is my daily walk with God,Jesus,Holy Spirit what ever your view on the subject I find the journey hard and worthwhile. You can too will you join me. All you need to do right now is pray Jesus save me. I know he can so do you or you wouldn't be here.


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Thank you but I have to say no to your offer, I dont want to promise things I know I wont do... but still thank you and God bless you..

Father thank you for giving wanting2believe purose and vision in you. Nothing or no body is worth taking our life over. Id rather live
for Christ and endure to the end,. Run the race and win be a soldier for him, if i fall down, get back up, keep going forward, dont look
back.
Bless you and run like a warrior you are for him

like damombomb said no one is worth ur life stay strong god bless

Thnks and God bless