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Every time I try to remember my past and even what just happened to me recently i feel like i guess somebody really successfully cursed me. I remember a relative back in my younger days whom I had a terrible fight told my parents that she cursed me and I will not be successful in anything that I'll do, but I didn't believe it, specially now that I found Christ...and after now that seems like everything I do really seems like so difficult to put together, I always fail..There are even times when I keep asking God why all these really bad things are happening to me like its only bad doors of opportunities are opened for me and nothing good, and if there is one good I found it disappears quickly leaving me like wandering again. It's been like this since college..like I lost my big time job then i managed to moved on , many attempted rape cases which i was able to escape, unexplained sickness and brokeness I managed to resolve and until now...Considering, If curses are true and it's working in me how will end it...Why is it God is allowing these things I didn't even initiated on the first place to happen for I know the consequences but they just came to me and continuosly pursuing me like a wind I sensed and see the pattern even if I've already asked forgiveness for all pasts sins...Please help...