@OP
There are many doubts many reasons why people say they do not believe there is a God. I believe because of a personal experience that i had with the one true God. Its a personal experience i have everyday. God wants to be in your life but you don't believe in him because of issues, family problems, personal insecurity's. Your reasoning that theres alot of Things about Christianity that you don't like is very good basically you are recognizing that you cannot live up to the standard that God wants you to live to. But its easier for someone to say oh i don't like that i wont believe in God. Then to say I'm a sinner and i haven't been living up to the standard which God expects of me. If we come to God in this way surely he would accept us and show us the richness of his power. God has nothing against you or anyone, Its just that people make God and Jesus out as historical and mythological figures and say God is love Jesus loves you and then we expect that Jesus takes our sin lightly. Thats simply not true frequently Jesus said things that Hurt Harsh lessons things that the disciples didn't like. Now the Disciples took the harsh words and received correction. Is your problem truly that you do not believe in God that you didn't like what you heard in church or that you didn't want to be corrected?
Atheists say everything should be explained by science. But if science fails to explain life, death, eternity, and creation then why should i trust science?
My life personally was a mess until i met Jesus and i believed in him. Fortunately for me he was willing to receive me with all the bad things i had done and i assure you i am foremost among sinners. Try to explain to yourself How is it possible for you a bunch of Molecules, Compounds, Cells, Organs,and limbs have become a living body? you are created from the same elements as the earth is and it isn't alive how is that possible without a Supernatural God.
It all comes back to original intent. Why were we created? no atheist can answer that. But there is Good news, Jesus Christ Died for your sins so that you can have an encounter with God. step out of darkness and into light. out of questions and into answers. Read a bible for yourself study it and see if there are answers for you there.
@nattmaran i don't hate anyone but i do hate sin. i don't hate homosexuals but i hate homosexuality. I don't think God resented anyone Who was Blind or disabled he just didn't want them serving in the temple infact Jesus immediately begin to minster to and heal these types of people when he began his ministry.. I believe that God uses Women as well as men. Ruth, Esther,Deborah,Elizabeth,Mary. To name a few. Mainly God set roles for man and roles for women that doesn't mean you should cover yourself from head to toe in black (Islam). God is Holy and that means Separate. Separate from what? Evil