This is the Day that the Lord has made...
I choose to rejoice & be glad in it!
Yes indeed. I've said it before...maybe 1,000 times in my life. Maybe more.
It's the truth.
This morning I have every reason within my current circumstances to choose not to believe that God will supply all my needs according to His riches in glory,through Christ Jesus.
I am choosing to push aside my worry...my doubt ..my fears...scratch that...............
I am choosing to CAST ALL worry,doubt & fear AT THE FEET OF JESUS!
These things are only "mine" if I choose to pick them up.
I'm not going to...I refuse to live in a state of constant worry & unbelief.
God doesn't want that for me.
I don't know about you,but every single day I need Jesus...more & more.
I am so sick of trying to do everything in myself without consulting Him 1st.
God gave me a mind to think with,yes indeed...
but I need to use that mind first & foremost to SEEK HIM...to KNOW HIM...then He can open the eyes of my understanding more clearly.
My mind & heart sometimes get all tangled up,they are weak & deceptive at times.
God in His infinite mercy & grace knows this...
and the awesome thing is, He still loves me...still believes the best of me...He sees me as He sees His son Jesus.
Not as the screw up Jim...the failure..the worrier...nope. He sees me as His anointed overcoming child,bought with a price & covered & sanctified by His son's blood.
I dunno how many people ever bother coming to this thread.
To be honest,I don't even care.
For me,in many ways,this has replaced the streams of consciousness thread & has become my own little fortress of solitude where I can ramble on & sort of bounce God's word off myself. I don't do devotionals.
Not that I am against them one bit.
I just know how I am with things like that...lol,I start off with good intentions,and then it just becomes religious or ritualistic with me & I begin not to learn from it anymore.
I guess the "bad boy" in me hates structure.
I do however like security.
I am secure in the knowledge that Jesus only has the best in store for me. If I'm not receiving the best,it's not HIS fault...it's because I am falling short...or not walking in His grace & love in the ways I need be.
If any of you who know me read this,I would appreciate your prayers. Pray as the Lord leads. If He tells you to pray something specific...do it..no matter how crazy it sounds. Chances are,yer' more than likely hearing His voice.
I know I have felt many times a small voice urging me to pray for others in ways I didn't understand at the time,but I just knew it was His Spirit guiding me to.
There are many of you here that I lift up in prayer as the Lord leads me.
So many of us have so many things we are confronted with daily...so many things we are in the midst of right now...and yanno something?
God is faithful to walk with us THROUGH all these things.
Be blessed.
Be comforted.
We are not alone in any of this.
Jesus is right here.
Right now.
Always!