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Hi. I have a little problem. My boyfriend and I were having some problems and we talked about it. He came over this weekend and everything went great. We were hoping to get married and start a family. We have been together for 2 years and 6 months. Well, his best friends mom wouldn't let see my boyfriend. Well, today she came and picked him up for church. They hugged because they haven't seen each other in a pretty long while. My dad swears up and down that they kissed each other. I know his best friend pretty good and I also know that she would do that to me or my boyfriend. My dad said that he can't come back over and I can't go back to his house. I don't think it's fair. My friend is not a player and neither is his best friend. Right now, I really don't feel like living my life without my boyfriend. We both have actually fallen in love for one another. He doesnt' want to live either. Things will never be the same again. I just want to self-harm and just be dead for the rest of my life. I feel like running away from home and never returning. I was fine until this had to happen. Before my bf actually left my house, we kissed more than once. I've known him long enough to know what he will or won't do. I know for thing, he won't betray me for another girl. Now our dreams are just fairy tales and probably won't happen now. If someone can give me answers, that will probably help out a whole lot. I can't keep feeling like this