I use to think once upon time that it is was my Job to prove to the Lord that i love him and it was my Job to prove to the lord that mankind and people are not all naturally evil , this was when i had problems with the lord because of afflictions i had suffered along the way and not understanding stuff like Noah etc and the Flood.
I was just young back then,, but now i have grown up and sadly its true some people will stay evil all there life's. However through out my journey i have learned that people are afflicted and can be brought back to God through love and care and humor and happiness and joy. And a renewed Fighting spirit and forgiveness. The fighting spirit they had but was lost along the way,,because of maybe trust they had put in someone only to have it stripped away. By people who want you to be week and be a dummy like the governments of this world or family members who have always hated you because of other family members who have corrupted there minds.
So when i read a story like i am an atheist,, and no one bothers to find out why,, I ask my self how can that person who does not bother to find out why be saved. surly he knows what it is like to feel hurt,, surly everyone in this world has felt hurt,, or is it like the Canaanites where people are naturally evil and will always stay that way,, greed hate jealousy.. what ? I don't know and i don't let it bog me down anymore because i know my farther and his body of children is all that i need ,, I have nothing to prove someone whose love is unconditional amen.
maybe people are not naturaly eveil maybe its the way they have been taught, but as we get older we get wiser and we see the damage that hate brings,, so for me anyone above certain age who continues to hate has no excuse.
They say life begins at fourty but judging from 55 year old and 65 year old hear evidently that i s not the case and what make my heart hurt more is these people claim to be Christians. a child of God does not continue to mock.
I was just young back then,, but now i have grown up and sadly its true some people will stay evil all there life's. However through out my journey i have learned that people are afflicted and can be brought back to God through love and care and humor and happiness and joy. And a renewed Fighting spirit and forgiveness. The fighting spirit they had but was lost along the way,,because of maybe trust they had put in someone only to have it stripped away. By people who want you to be week and be a dummy like the governments of this world or family members who have always hated you because of other family members who have corrupted there minds.
So when i read a story like i am an atheist,, and no one bothers to find out why,, I ask my self how can that person who does not bother to find out why be saved. surly he knows what it is like to feel hurt,, surly everyone in this world has felt hurt,, or is it like the Canaanites where people are naturally evil and will always stay that way,, greed hate jealousy.. what ? I don't know and i don't let it bog me down anymore because i know my farther and his body of children is all that i need ,, I have nothing to prove someone whose love is unconditional amen.
maybe people are not naturaly eveil maybe its the way they have been taught, but as we get older we get wiser and we see the damage that hate brings,, so for me anyone above certain age who continues to hate has no excuse.
They say life begins at fourty but judging from 55 year old and 65 year old hear evidently that i s not the case and what make my heart hurt more is these people claim to be Christians. a child of God does not continue to mock.