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Hi people, my names Josh ( but you can call me sky ) I'm 17 years old and I live in Australia, W.A.
I not to long ago, was in a bit of success when I got confirmation that I got a position in my tafe college in doing ( electrotechnology pre-app cert 2, electricians course) all was well! Well, until I left and began to realize how hard it was out in the real world. ( It's pretty scary. I thought it would be a walk in the park, get my certificate and I would be working in the fields in no time. ( I was dreadfully wrong ). And it's so difficult now in trying to seek an apprenticeship or a traineeship in the electrical trades field because of the pricing of our mining co's.
I'm also losing my friends than I am gaining them, all because of this depression that I am in and thoughts of me not being able to fulfill my goals and achievements that I've made in this life. I act very bitter towards my friends because I'm always depressed and being in distress. My life is going downhill at the moment.
Lastly, and what was important to me was my faith in God. It just seemed to flow away at some point in my learning, I felt that I was better off without the man upstairs. I also spend some time studying on my weekends a little bit on the subject of '' Evolution ''. It felt to me to be the truth of life beginning, but the biblical version a little too... Absurd in my opinion and I choose to leave the presence of God because evolution seemed more plausible than faith. ( Please nobody get offended, I'm only saying what I honestly feel ).
Guys, if you're reading this please pray for me... Pray that I regain my faith, get new friends ( Change my ways towards them ) And a job This is frightening for me. I honestly had nowhere else I could turn to, I felt comfortable typing away my problems to gold hearted people.
Have a wonderful day people, take care.
Josh,
I not to long ago, was in a bit of success when I got confirmation that I got a position in my tafe college in doing ( electrotechnology pre-app cert 2, electricians course) all was well! Well, until I left and began to realize how hard it was out in the real world. ( It's pretty scary. I thought it would be a walk in the park, get my certificate and I would be working in the fields in no time. ( I was dreadfully wrong ). And it's so difficult now in trying to seek an apprenticeship or a traineeship in the electrical trades field because of the pricing of our mining co's.
I'm also losing my friends than I am gaining them, all because of this depression that I am in and thoughts of me not being able to fulfill my goals and achievements that I've made in this life. I act very bitter towards my friends because I'm always depressed and being in distress. My life is going downhill at the moment.
Lastly, and what was important to me was my faith in God. It just seemed to flow away at some point in my learning, I felt that I was better off without the man upstairs. I also spend some time studying on my weekends a little bit on the subject of '' Evolution ''. It felt to me to be the truth of life beginning, but the biblical version a little too... Absurd in my opinion and I choose to leave the presence of God because evolution seemed more plausible than faith. ( Please nobody get offended, I'm only saying what I honestly feel ).
Guys, if you're reading this please pray for me... Pray that I regain my faith, get new friends ( Change my ways towards them ) And a job This is frightening for me. I honestly had nowhere else I could turn to, I felt comfortable typing away my problems to gold hearted people.
Have a wonderful day people, take care.
Josh,