Morning glory :D
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So i decided to lay down in bed in the dark and i realized that i was sick of waiting for the kind of relationship i wanted with god. I remembered when scripture says ask and you will recieve seek and you will find knock and the door will be opened, and i cried out to god in my mind that i have been asking for a long time that i have been at the door knocking for a long time and he hasn't answered. I told him i wanted to love him like he loves me that i wanted our love for each other to overflow through out the heavens and the universe. It wasnt long after i said these things that a song came on that said this will be the last night i feel alone then soon after another song came on that was also like god was speaking directly at me about my wanting to love him like that. that is either two coincidences or this may very well be the last day i don't have the relationship i want with god. I know that the odds are this is just a coincidence but i am hoping i can finally rest and be content in the fathers love. I told him I was willing to lose everything and give him anything just to have that relationship with him. I just don't think i can go on without loving him like he loves me, I have waited so long for it and i really hope this is it but i guess i will know in the morning
I have this strange feeling inside me like a refreshing feeling in my soul, all i can think about is what my life has been missing that is of course love. Whenever i think of a word that would describe the relationship with god i want the only word i can think of is beautiful, Honestly i have been told and have read about treasures in heaven and about how great heaven will be but i think the greatest treasure and the greatest miracle is for the father and us the children to love each other at such a level as i described. I just really hope i didn't pray for nothing because i would have heaven here on earth if i had the relationship with god that he intended us to have with him. I am kind of scared because what if i can't have it yet i know it is supposed to be a steady climb but without the love of god and the love for him my life feels fake somehow. God himself created the heavens and the universe with such awesome power so i know this would be easier than breathing for him but it would be a pure miracle to me.