heres how I ended up having 2 dads - my mum cheated on her bf, he left her, she had me, then when I was 2 she left with a guy and abandoned me. a gay couple decided to take me on and Ive lived with them ever since. Im not sure how i should feel about them. ppl say that gays go to hell but doesnt all the good theyve done cancel it out or sumet?? I dont want to go to hevean if theyre not allowed in. but i also dont want to spend eternity in hell. pls give me sum advice on this
Actually, God is the one that tells you all about this.
First, it is God who decides if someone is going to hell or not, and what we think is not included in this decision. Every individual is on his own. For any human to decide would be like a human deciding to move a brick wall.
Also, God created you and the world, and it is only up to us to find out how our lives are to fit into how our world is. It was wrong for your mum to not respect marriage and abandon you. God used her to give you life, you can respect her for that. Being abandoned is a hurt that only God can heal, and God will do that for you.
God wants for you what in the old Hebrew language is called shalom. We don't have a word in English for that, but it is all goodness and love and abundance. So God is always working for each of us to offset the injustice done us by people breaking His law. God is using your Dads to give that to you, and you are giving love for them back. That is a very good thing.
I am sorry, but how your Dads are living is as much against God as how your Mom is living. That is just how it is. It is up to God what God will do about that, it is not up to you. Your job is only to follow God with praise and thankfulness. So you can thank the Lord for sending your Dads to you, you can love them and thank them, everything else is out of your hands.
You can trust God to love all of you and to make the very best of everything for everyone that it is possible to make. No one in this life knows just what we face at our death, we can only follow God's ways with trust in Him. God loves what He created, God will do the best that can be done. So don't bother to even think worry thoughts.