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I know that I am in the world ,but I feel lost and I try to go about doing everything you are supposed to do. I get up and I thank God for the day. I ask him,how do I get through today,. I set my self a schedule . I follow it . I try to be positive. The pain is so bad. I hear , it will get easier with time. I feel like throwing up all the time. God I am scared,insecure in so many ways. I am 67 and alone. The day I retired my husband had a stroke and 36 days later we brought him home to die .this is where he wanted to be. So much has happened and I do not know how to function now. Please pray for peace and strength and someone to be a friend who understands and will listen to me. I need help as I do not want to be here anymore. So pray for my faith to get stronger. I thought I was a strong Christian,now I am wondering what has happened to me.