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Bluntly put, I'm a porn addict, which has caused me to be the way I am today... why I can't make friends, or feel like my prayers go unheard... that's all it's all been about. Fourth grade was a particularly bad year for me. I could be wrong, but I think she was eventually fired for emotional abuse or something. In my experience, I started acting out inappropriately towards others as a way to vent or something.... point there is that I always in trouble for sexual harassment. Just inappropriate gestures really. Although i did play doctor with a friend of mine. Seventh grade was when I got into porn, and it basically ruined the entirety of my adolescent life.
I've seen a couple videos on youtube that kinda opened my eyes to some facts about it as well as the christian context of it as well. it was very illuminating. Truth is, I've always known I was a porn addict, but never really bothered to question it until now. One thing I know, is that it is stunting my spiritual life, and I've read... and believe, that it is impossible to break free from it without help. Unfortunately, me and my family have no where near enough money for a counselor/therapist. If you could, could you start one of thopse prayer chains or whatever they're called?
I've seen a couple videos on youtube that kinda opened my eyes to some facts about it as well as the christian context of it as well. it was very illuminating. Truth is, I've always known I was a porn addict, but never really bothered to question it until now. One thing I know, is that it is stunting my spiritual life, and I've read... and believe, that it is impossible to break free from it without help. Unfortunately, me and my family have no where near enough money for a counselor/therapist. If you could, could you start one of thopse prayer chains or whatever they're called?