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try to keep in mind that faith in god isnt based on fear, its based on love....to do something for God, you do it out of love. love for him or love for someone else (even unborn ) if you do it out of fear from consequences, its just selfish. that may seem unrelated, but what i mean is - whatever you do for this child, do out of love. love for god, love for yourself (in the self respecting way because you are His precious daughter, not the selfish 'i want what i want' way which it seems you are already giving up =) lol) and love for the child. will you trust god to lead you in raising the child, or at least through the pregnancy to show you what to do, love him enough to give him that opportunity to bless you. <3