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ahhmmm.. i never dated, never kissed (and of course never had sex) and never had boyfriend ever since.. because when i was young i decided not to do this until the right time has come and only for the right guy that God will give me.. but just recently i just gave my "I love you" to a guy for the first time because i really fell in love with him so intensely (even though I just know him recently…but we chose to be just friends).. im not yet ready to have bf (until i finish my schooling = which is my commitment) and im hoping that the first bf that ill have would be my last one and only (im talking about the right guy).... but im somehow worried.. since i already told a guy those words.... but im still praying that God will let me fall out of love for this guy if he is not the right man for me,,,and also i pray that ill never fall in love with other guy if this guy is the right man for me... i dont know how to manage this feelings,,, but one thing i know.. i will still not date, or kiss (and of course do sex) and have bf until the right time has come,,, (with the right guy for me)... but i want to hear advices (from married/ unmarried/separated/ those who are in relationship/ even those not in relationship, both female and male) about saying i love you to a guy (esp its so awkward since im a girl) <sorry>