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why are you hostile towards everyone in the thread!?
No one is conspiring with anyone against you, please calm down and stop being passively aggressive towards us.
why are you hostile towards everyone in the thread!?
No one is conspiring with anyone against you, please calm down and stop being passively aggressive towards us.
You seem perfectly able to speak for yourself and though we may have some miscommunication issue due to language and the internet medium we use to converse, I believe we are still able to convey the important points.
I really do thank God that He called you out of Islam and pray that He reveals the answers to your questions:
How can I be baptised? How do I find fellow Christians to worship and learn from? How can I do God's work when I fear for my life and that of my family? Will i need to give up my name so as not to be labeled as a apostate Muslim and be hunted down and killed? Should I leave the country or go some place that people don't know I used to be a Muslim?
I don't have the answers to those questions and I will not try and defend myself or my actions.
I understand how we can change our minds and what we want as we ask tough life changing questions. We seek God's will and out our trust in Him. He guides and protect us. Will pray that His light shines brightly in your life and reveals your next steps.