Carey, I can say I know how you feel. My prayers are with you. God saved me and I started attending a Pentecostal church. Not long after, I felt that God was calling me into ministry. I never told anyone, not even my wife. I just began studying scripture. As I was seriously studying, I started noticing things that were being done and taught that were not in line with scripture. Anyway, as I began preaching, I just preached what the scriptures said without pointing out any of the wrong doings. As I preached more at my church and various other churches, I got a little more boldness and started pointing out some of the things that were being done. Some things were contrary to scripture and some things were extra-biblical. I would
preach that we needed to repent of these things and stand on scripture, rightly divided, as our final authority.
My hope was that God would bring reform to the Pentecostal churches. It wasn't long before I was "black balled" and labeled a heretic. I eventually gave up and started a church. I lost several friends over the ordeal. I still maintain some of the Pentecostal roots, such as the charismatic worship style. I see nothing wrong, biblically, in raising our affections to God as long as it is orderly and not chaotic.
Anyway, hang in there and find you a good Bible based church, even if it is not Pentecostal. Ask them for their statement of faith and attend several services to see if they teach what is in their stated beliefs. If I can offer this advice, don't choose a church based on the programs they offer, if you can fit in, if you can make friends, or even if the people are nice. Choose a church based
on what they teach. If they are truly Christ centered and Bible saturated, all the other stuff will fall into place. Again, prayers for ya and God bless.
Eddie