years ago I commited a crime and I am deeply sorry for it everyday would god still forgive me even if I dont turn myself in? I honestly dont think I can bring myself to turn in. note i committed this crime 7 or 8 years ago
God has forgiven you, but you need to forgive yourself, that was the old you, and this is the new you.. the one who repented over what he has done in the past...Its not a matter of paying the price for whatever you did, its about being righteous in God, and what he says about you now that you are a new creation in Christ. You have to move on, forgive yourself and let it die in the past, that used to be you, but it isn't anymore... If God wanted you to go to jail, trust me, you would
have been sent there by now. Before i came to Christ i used to do a lot of "stuff" too, so you are not the only one who did crimes.. I actually have an interesting testimony that happened a long time ago when i was about 15 and how God kept me from being sent to jail. Its somewhat a long story but ill share it with you if your interested sometime, just private message me or something... but yea, Just live for God from now on, you are not the mistakes you made in the past.