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Hey bro. Look I can't say I've been in your shoes. Cause I havent. But I have felt very isolated and alone too. i have huge struggles with my sexuality. And I don't feel connected with the rest of humanity, even christians! but thats when i start to feel god even more. He loves you bro and he will always love you. He put you on this planet with a purpose and satan is trying to twist that around and get you to join his side. Dont cause God is greater! I'm not here to give you that sweet talk of, "go seek a phsycologist" because what we truly need is a spiritual breakthrough. Know that you are not alone, as much as you feel that. There are thousands, perhaps millions, out there who feel the same. Every single day is a new chance to do something. If you don't have many desires or goals in mind, ask God to stuff them in you. Pray! Tell God that if He wants you here, then He has to reveal himself to you. And he will. Keep your head high. I'm praying for you brother. If you need to contact me, [email protected] is my email bro. See ya!