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Have previously written about a couple that have been persecuting, stalking, violating me.
He proposed marriage to me although he has others and is married.
My reply was no.
Years passed and bad behaviours and my answer is still no.
I feel raped, inside but also physically for all the ways it affects and feels in my body.
I want nothing to do with these people and because they have power, education , many friends etc and ive been isolated etc i have not been respected or listened to.
Years wasted.
I have worked so hard and after ovarian cancer I became a workaholic and have not been able access my money and its a lot of money.
They want me to be dependent so they can feel in control of me.
I am not dependent but appear that way du to the things they have done.
I feel surrounded by their friends and people and alone with no support or any one to listen and help.
When i had cancer they were not there for me.
They were bad to me and stealing from me.
Its not about love.
Its that i have a lot of things they want.
I feel tied up every day.
I could meet a good man and choose who i want to marry and have as friends.
A no is a no and years wasted.
The things i own and have makes them feel good so they steal it.
I am always alone and i give love but dont get it and after i had cancer i was hoping for understanding, love, but got treated disgusting and all the hard work i was doing.... have not received my money for it.
They think they forse me into marriage by isolating and controling me in various ways but years have pased and my answer is no.
There are many forsed muslim marriages despite it being 4bidden.
I moved a lot growing up and met different people.
I feel trapped, tied up and unhappy.
He gave his wife what belongs to me and kept me as a slave i would say.
I need help and cant understand how it can be so difficult.
How some people wrongfully get so much power in society they lie and dictate.
A man may hit a woman and then when neighbour ask what going on say "she drama queen" and laugh and say some educated things and neighbour things he is most charming fellow in world.
I need out!
I need to get these people away from me and make it clear to them i will not marry him or have them as friends or be their slave or let them treat me this way.
But i feel alone and am alone.
will vill see .
I deserve a love life, be happy, human rights,a ckknowledgement for work i did......
Pray God will help remove these people from me and i will meet a good people and feel i belong and am a part of..
The way i have been treated is disgusting.
I know the muslim people say if your wife does not do what you want then isolate her and ignore her and tie her up , dont show love or affection or sleep in her bed.
I had cancer.... They did not care. (to busy laughing and stealing from me)
Further more I am not married to them nor do i want to be.
Theres beautiful good men out there and my years are wasting.
Im a beautiful good woman who deserves the good in life and deserve love and to choose who i want to marry and to have these people kept away from me.
Prayer for others in same or similar situation and pray for myself.
Amen
He proposed marriage to me although he has others and is married.
My reply was no.
Years passed and bad behaviours and my answer is still no.
I feel raped, inside but also physically for all the ways it affects and feels in my body.
I want nothing to do with these people and because they have power, education , many friends etc and ive been isolated etc i have not been respected or listened to.
Years wasted.
I have worked so hard and after ovarian cancer I became a workaholic and have not been able access my money and its a lot of money.
They want me to be dependent so they can feel in control of me.
I am not dependent but appear that way du to the things they have done.
I feel surrounded by their friends and people and alone with no support or any one to listen and help.
When i had cancer they were not there for me.
They were bad to me and stealing from me.
Its not about love.
Its that i have a lot of things they want.
I feel tied up every day.
I could meet a good man and choose who i want to marry and have as friends.
A no is a no and years wasted.
The things i own and have makes them feel good so they steal it.
I am always alone and i give love but dont get it and after i had cancer i was hoping for understanding, love, but got treated disgusting and all the hard work i was doing.... have not received my money for it.
They think they forse me into marriage by isolating and controling me in various ways but years have pased and my answer is no.
There are many forsed muslim marriages despite it being 4bidden.
I moved a lot growing up and met different people.
I feel trapped, tied up and unhappy.
He gave his wife what belongs to me and kept me as a slave i would say.
I need help and cant understand how it can be so difficult.
How some people wrongfully get so much power in society they lie and dictate.
A man may hit a woman and then when neighbour ask what going on say "she drama queen" and laugh and say some educated things and neighbour things he is most charming fellow in world.
I need out!
I need to get these people away from me and make it clear to them i will not marry him or have them as friends or be their slave or let them treat me this way.
But i feel alone and am alone.
will vill see .
I deserve a love life, be happy, human rights,a ckknowledgement for work i did......
Pray God will help remove these people from me and i will meet a good people and feel i belong and am a part of..
The way i have been treated is disgusting.
I know the muslim people say if your wife does not do what you want then isolate her and ignore her and tie her up , dont show love or affection or sleep in her bed.
I had cancer.... They did not care. (to busy laughing and stealing from me)
Further more I am not married to them nor do i want to be.
Theres beautiful good men out there and my years are wasting.
Im a beautiful good woman who deserves the good in life and deserve love and to choose who i want to marry and to have these people kept away from me.
Prayer for others in same or similar situation and pray for myself.
Amen