So i am having an issue and i don't know what god wants me to do in it. i have prayed and asked but i feel the answer is right in my face. God is not a god of fear or confusion. But this whole situation is bringing me nothing but fear, sadness and confusion. I told god that i would do whatever he says to do but i know if what i am about to do is his will it will hurt very much but i might be free of this worry and fear and sadness. I do not know what to do