There is a false gospel, I believe, suggesting we need to “bang our heads against the wall” now in order to go to heaven after we die. Nothing could be farther from the truth. Repent of your sin NOW and you will have peace NOW. Listen to Jesus:
(Why is it that good news seems to terrify so many people?)
From that time Jesus began to preach, saying, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand." Matt 4:17 RSV