Don't Put God In A Box

[Blain]

I can fully relate to this 😊
The despair you talk of is something I come to realise comes in many forms

1 we feel such an overwhelming presence,

2 when the presence isn't as strong a kind of despair of longing for the same can be good but can be lonely.

3 we can suffer severe attack for being a true witness

4 it saddens are heart when people lose confidence or when we lose it for our self.

5 a person of the lord will be subject to every trick of Satan to become saddened or losing cinfidence.

It's common we see many people being pulled down as false teacher or being seen as more holy than those etc

But the reality is there no different to anyone else, the whole Bible has any person asking questions, and most people lean on there own understanding to simplify things.

The despair I was talking about was about my life's testimony not just the one in my signiture but all the things I left out to keep it rated pg

I believe I have a heart for others because I know more than a lot of people what real pain is what it is really like to ednure the brutality that life has to throw in almost every kind of flavor what it is really like to brough to that deep pit of loneliness in shackles

I also have seen those even as a child who have had life be even more cruel and unfair. Suffering and despair have been there since my birth not just with me but it is in the people I encounter I have seen what many don't and only hear or see in movies

And it is such an overlooked question why me what did I do to deserve all of this. This question is made cheap because now everyone thinks oh poor you poor baby because this is now a lame thing to say and for good reason.

But there are those who know this questions actual meaning and reality and for good reason.And what stings the most is how somehow no one ever hears you no one is ever there for you no one can understand as if some unseen force is always working against you it really doesn't make sense to you and you just learn to accept it.

But you see it is because I know all of this personality I am able to understand and help others who have known the same in all different kinds of degrees.

But still I understand it all now

 

[Fundaamental]

The despair I was talking about was about my life's testimony not just the one in my signiture but all the things I left out to keep it rated pg

I believe I have a heart for others because I know more than a lot of people what real pain is what it is really like to ednure the brutality that life has to throw in almost every kind of flavor what it is really like to brough to that deep pit of loneliness in shackles

I also have seen those even as a child who have had life be even more cruel and unfair. Suffering and despair have been there since my birth not just with me but it is in the people I encounter I have seen what many don't and only hear or see in movies

And it is such an overlooked question why me what did I do to deserve all of this. This question is made cheap because now everyone thinks oh poor you poor baby because this is now a lame thing to say and for good reason.

But there are those who know this questions actual meaning and reality and for good reason.And what stings the most is how somehow no one ever hears you no one is ever there for you no one can understand as if some unseen force is always working against you it really doesn't make sense to you and you just learn to accept it.

But you see it is because I know all of this personality I am able to understand and help others who have known the same in all different kinds of degrees.

But still I understand it all now

yup every scar tells it's story friend.

Its like a sheep who lost its lamb.

You may go if you wish and rescue it.

There are many sheep and lambs like this im sure you'll find some.