God doesn't care about this life

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Like I said, I've tried multiple ways to get out of my depression for years. I'm not exaggerating.

I don't think my mom and dad would be much help. Besides, I don't want to burden them with a psycho daughter.
 
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Ariel82

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As a parent, trust me when I say your mom and dad want to know if you have suicidal thoughts.

They love you and loving all of you is not a burden.


Plus I have yet to see any psycho tendencies, so stop calling yourself names that aren't true.
 
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I just feel like I've failed them and myself.

Besides, I have so many good things in life most people would say I'm ungrateful or whatnot. But that only adds to the guilt.
 
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Ariel82

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You haven't failed them. I am not sure why you feel,that you have.

Is it because you are not happy all the time?

You do have alot to be grateful for but feelings aren't logical and I think your mind has a hard time trying to find out why you feel unhappy.
 
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Ariel82

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If you don't want to talk to your parents, I think you should try and call this number....

" suicide prevention hotline
No matter what problems you are dealing with, we want to help you find a reason to keep living. By calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255) you’ll be connected to a skilled, trained counselor at a crisis center in your area, anytime 24/7."
 
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Well, I've got nothing. And if God does love me at all, then he only loves me in that he sent Jesus to die for me so I could go be with him when I die. As for my earthly life, I'm on my own.
 
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Ariel82

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That's not true either...God didn't save you just so you coild,go to heaven.

He saved you for a purpose here on Earth...otherwise He would have already taken you out of this world.


If God meant for you to be dead, you would be dead.

However since you are alive He has a reason for your earthly life, you just have to learn what it is.

If you kill yourself, you are saying that you know better than God.
 
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Ariel82

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Alright, I'll consider it. This is also what I wrote in my prayer journal. Jesus' words are in red.

Rachel, your sadness and downcast spirit are not lost to me. I know how hard and borderline impossible faith can seem sometimes. But I also see that you care. You care enough to come to your journal and speak to me. Even when you don't actually weep, I hear your soul when it does. You want so much to have lasting happiness, as do I. My daughter, there truly aren't any words to describe how deeply I love you. And even if there were, they would not be empty. I promised you I would not leave you to wither and die. I care more than you can imagine, and it breaks my heart to hear you say I don't, not for myself, but for you.


Then why did you make me this way? So you could be "glorified" more?


Please don't hate the way I made you. I saw what you would be and I'm very pleased. You may not believe me, but I'm crying with you right now. You may not think you have a right to grieve, but I'm allowing you to. I know you don't want to hope in or believe anything anymore, because you feel constantly disappointed. You're fearful, angry, and lonely. And you feel as though there's no way out. I know I've said this before, but it won't always be this way, my beautiful, precious daughter. If you could see me, I would be stroking your hair and embracing you. I'm never letting you go, even when you want to let go of me.
Do you not believe that God loves you?
 

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After carefully reading and studying the Bible, I've become convinced that God only cares about this life in that we work for him. There may be relationship and whatnot, but what really matters is that we work for him. Everything else is irrelevant, including what we may want and desire. And even then, the next life is not about our joy, our only reward is him, so who's to say we'll be joyful at all?
LOL, what rubbish!

God is interested in EVERY facet of an individual's life, not only the saved but unsaved as well! Matt 5v45, Acts 14v15-17 (and so forth)
 
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I don't know if that was him or wishful thinking. I've done everything he wants me to do and he keeps denying me what I want most.
 
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Ariel82

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What is it you want most?

To be loved and closer to God?
 
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I guess. I don't care if that makes me sound selfish. I couldn't care less about being rich and famous.
 
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Ariel82

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What do you care about?
 
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You have acceptance and love from your parents, don't you?

I am not sure what kind of peace or intimacy you expect from God but don't have.
 
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I know my parents love me, and they say they accept me, but I often feel like a disappointment to them. I barely graduated from high school and I failed the same college class twice.

Touch is part of my love language. I know God can't do that, but I've heard about Him doing that for other people. And even when I speak to him, I can never prove it.
 
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Ariel82

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Sometimes you have to give love to receive it....


If you want more hugs, go out and give them.

Volunteer at the church nursery, kids love giving hugs.

Or there might be another ministry God calls you to.

Maybe visit the elderly at the nursing home?

Don't assume you know,what your parents think and God is never disappointed in who you are because He made you and can mold and shape you.
 
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Ariel82

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Why should God give,you more faith if you dont use what God has given you...get out and find someone to help and love.