I get angry/depressed when people come on to my girlfriend.
She was at a party yesterday, seeing her girlfriend.
She said 3 guys came on to her, asked if she was single. Im sad.
It comes from a place of jealousy and insecurity, low self-esteem.
We both have cheated on each other.
She cheated twice, I cheated once.
We have forgiven each other, and its a long time ago.
I do trust her, and love her, and I understand why she did it last time (I was drinking everyday, being abusive)
Maybe im angry now, cause i dont trust her fully.
Cause last time she didnt tell me.
I found out for myself, she had cheated, (once we were in a good place)
And I know she didnt want to hurt me when I was already lying down, about family stuff.
But she made me feel so bad like I was so insecure for no reason, and had to change cause "She hadn't done anything"
She didnt want to be confronted by her mistakes, cause she knew it would take me to forgive her, she wouldnt risk that.
After couple of hours she told me when I said " I know what you've done, so i'd rather have you tell me now, instead of me telling you."
And she did.
I dont want to be hurt, and I think God wants us to be together, we're so good, and we have an amazing connection.
Im her first love, she is my first love.
What do I do?
I dont want to be angry and depressed. But I cant help it.
Women? What do I do? Men what do i do?
I need to work on myself right?
Cause what if my next girlfriend is as beautiful, i mean, of course guys is gonna come on to beautiful girls.
But, I just cant handle it, I dont think I can handle it, it affects me sooo much.
Cause im scared of loosing her, cause i love her unconditionally, like with God. So she can hurt me, but i would never stop caring about her.
We've both been in bad places through out our lives. But we found each other, everything was SO amazing like clouds.
Then i started drinking, everyday, wasnt good.
but when that was over, like 7 months ago, it was fine.
She was at a party yesterday, seeing her girlfriend.
She said 3 guys came on to her, asked if she was single. Im sad.
It comes from a place of jealousy and insecurity, low self-esteem.
We both have cheated on each other.
She cheated twice, I cheated once.
We have forgiven each other, and its a long time ago.
I do trust her, and love her, and I understand why she did it last time (I was drinking everyday, being abusive)
Maybe im angry now, cause i dont trust her fully.
Cause last time she didnt tell me.
I found out for myself, she had cheated, (once we were in a good place)
And I know she didnt want to hurt me when I was already lying down, about family stuff.
But she made me feel so bad like I was so insecure for no reason, and had to change cause "She hadn't done anything"
She didnt want to be confronted by her mistakes, cause she knew it would take me to forgive her, she wouldnt risk that.
After couple of hours she told me when I said " I know what you've done, so i'd rather have you tell me now, instead of me telling you."
And she did.
I dont want to be hurt, and I think God wants us to be together, we're so good, and we have an amazing connection.
Im her first love, she is my first love.
What do I do?
I dont want to be angry and depressed. But I cant help it.
Women? What do I do? Men what do i do?
I need to work on myself right?
Cause what if my next girlfriend is as beautiful, i mean, of course guys is gonna come on to beautiful girls.
But, I just cant handle it, I dont think I can handle it, it affects me sooo much.
Cause im scared of loosing her, cause i love her unconditionally, like with God. So she can hurt me, but i would never stop caring about her.
We've both been in bad places through out our lives. But we found each other, everything was SO amazing like clouds.
Then i started drinking, everyday, wasnt good.
but when that was over, like 7 months ago, it was fine.
