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Here is the basic breakdown of everything
So my question is, what should I do?
- Grew up with a family that doesn't go to church or acknowledge God
- I found and accepted Jesus Christ at the age of 20
- I have ADHD so its extremely hard to keep focused, medicine hasn't helped
- Have barely read the bible, but learned vital things contained within from listening to others during bible study sessions that a local church held.
- I have a personality that everyone doesn't want to be around, so I have no one to study with
- All my friends are aethists except for one whom is a mormon but we keep our faith to ourselves.
- I pray every day but have issues staying 100% focused on what I really want to ask so my prayers are sometimes seconds quick and few and far between.
- I love God with all my heart, but because I have a huge lack of ground beneath me feet, just day to day is never anywhere as close to God as I would hope for.
So my question is, what should I do?