I love how you put it SeekingJC, I find it hard, at times in my life, because we all have tests, and trials. It's when I find it hard, that I feel even closer to God. Because no matter how hard it gets for me he always pulls me through. I can talk to him, and even though I can't hear his voice I know that he listens, and answers back, because I can feel it in my heart, and soul. When I ask things from him whether he answers mes or not I still give him thanks, and prays. Only because I know that if he don't answer some of my prayers. I know that it's because he has other plans for me, and he does deserve my honor, glory, and praise to him. Only because he loves me even should I make mistakes!