I suspect condemnation
I was accused of walking in fear and not love before Christ. But as I know the cross, why would
I have fear, with my heart sealed by the Holy Spirit, and righteousness and purity dwelling within.
But what if you wake in fear every morning, condemnation filling your heart, sin rising in all your
actions, and yet you believe in Christ, or at least you believe you do. Surely that is the enemy
confusing you, or maybe there is something very wrong. As this is not my experience maybe there
is something very wrong with these people, because their hearts are hard, and they literally fear
their emotions and hurts from the past. They walk tormented, not knowing quite what to do.
Now if this is a true description of their condition, I am not being condemning, I am shinning a light
of the failure to open up to Christ and put Him on the throne, and bow the knee in obedience to
His word. I used not to understand this language, but now I do, because I have done this, yet I
did not know I had, because it is my heart beat, and I see nothing wrong here, I am following.
I was accused of walking in fear and not love before Christ. But as I know the cross, why would
I have fear, with my heart sealed by the Holy Spirit, and righteousness and purity dwelling within.
But what if you wake in fear every morning, condemnation filling your heart, sin rising in all your
actions, and yet you believe in Christ, or at least you believe you do. Surely that is the enemy
confusing you, or maybe there is something very wrong. As this is not my experience maybe there
is something very wrong with these people, because their hearts are hard, and they literally fear
their emotions and hurts from the past. They walk tormented, not knowing quite what to do.
Now if this is a true description of their condition, I am not being condemning, I am shinning a light
of the failure to open up to Christ and put Him on the throne, and bow the knee in obedience to
His word. I used not to understand this language, but now I do, because I have done this, yet I
did not know I had, because it is my heart beat, and I see nothing wrong here, I am following.