Judas apostated, he fell for the Devil's enticing him with money (silver shriek) for to betray Jesus.
Eg, what does the word 'betray' mean?
Does 'betray' mean 'they went out with us but they were never of us in the first place?'
No.
To betray means to have fallen one way in your belief, backstabbing one who TRUSTED you, took you under their wing, and, in this case, Judas became one of Jesus' Twelve. But then Judas apostated from his true tasting of enlightenment that Jesus shared with him, we can only rightfully assume, right?
Judas was saved by Christ, but then fell to the demon that worked up temptation, which led to sin , which became DEATH.
NOW, Judas sinned against Jesus, what a choice, sinning against the One conceived of Holy Spirit sent to earth by God ! But, lo, indeed, Judas committed this sin, and, in this case, God's mercy was shewed not one bit, letting this wicked, possessed man, bent on bringing down The Messiah, die a most gruesome, lesson of DEATH.
NOW, eg, how can one who is enlightened (regenerated, reborn) who then tastes the heavenly gift (Holy Spirit) and shares (Judas body became a shared temple with the Holy Spirit) Him leave Him then?
I don't know! But Hebrews, too, makes it clear that 'Jesus tasted death,' and, Jesus, indeed, exponentially and experiencedly to the Nth degree of PAIN experienced what is was like to go completely THROUGH the process of DEATH.
Eg, the gospel you preach is not the gospel in Scripture, for if it was the book of Hebrews woyldvhave been not in amongst the 66 books. But, it is, and, again, referring back to 1 John 2:19, these ANTICHRISTS were frauds and it wasn't like they were members of the church, 'they went out with us but they were not of us.' John KNEW they were frauds, they did NOT hide for years in the church. No. They were openly ANTICHRIST in behavior, they NEVER did foolery of saying, 'YES, I believe Jesus is the Son of God and died for my sins.' No, they, indeed, TRIED to be like John and other believers but MOMENT they got their chance to DENOUNCE CHRIST THEY DID !
I pray God reaches you, eg, for your heresy gospel, much like jimdig's 'Lordship Salvation' gospel is false teaching, that is, telling people they're saved no matter what they do , sin or not , for God cannot be unfaithful . And, trust this: IF you become unfaithful you will leave God. It has NOTHING to do with Him, you, like Judas, denied He who is in you. Or, jimdig's gospel of teaching others that you get ONE CHANCE TO BE SAVED and that's it. False. Being saved is a process of acceptance of Christ, FIRST, and, then you we to follow Christ. Some will be immediately ready to receive the Holy Spirit but some, yes, some, as Acts states, 'the Holy Spirit had not yet fell.upon them.' Salvation , lifelong process of fear and trembling, which simply means to let the Lord lead you through its entirety, as He will ,as you pray and follow Him. The Lord leads.
Embrace His Word, His still small voice speaking to you as you go and do more and more spiritual things and NEVER become guilted of your past sins, they were eliminated and , more importantly, disremembered by God the moment you confessed, thrown into the 'sea of forgetfulness. Present and future sins thrown there too, but God's grace, Christ peeps, NEVER use 'it' as a license to sin. Paul says, 'God forbid.' Live for Him, His mercies are new every morning , great mercy, as you seek Him at His throne, praying ceaselessly, listening, and, heaRing Him, His throne of grace.