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[lost45]

having trouble writing so please bare with me ,i dont trust a hole lot of people because i,ve hurt alot by people who say they are christines please help me to understand to for give the ones who hurt me everyday .

 

[DenR]

That is terrible! Try to see that God loves you, God sent Jesus for you personally, to live in you and be God's love and God's forgiveness IN YOU. All we do on our part is open to Him, turn to Him, cry out to Jesus..He will never turn you away , never reject you or harm you...only love you and heal you....inside.
He is the grace of God, the peace of God, the Love of God...Jesus is who you need INSIDE to be able to live in this darkened world.

 

[lost45]

thank you so much i really needed a lift today i really dont have any one around me to even call on god bless you.

 

[kenisyes]

So have I. In the early church, a great many more people were empowered to minister without the "covering" of a church. We don't talk about that nowadays, although lately some people are starting to. If you have been called to a separate ministry, you will outgrow most churches very quickly, and start hearing from God about things they are uncomfortable with. They will try to maintain their own status quo, and that results in condemning you and your ideas. Your bio says you have been saved 7 years, and at your age, it is quite possible that this applies to you. Can I ask, what have you been hurt over? If you care to answer, we may be able to figure out if it does apply to you.

 

[Ariel82]

thank you so much i really needed a lift today i really dont have any one around me to even call on god bless you.

We all need a lift some days

I'm glad you reached out and someone had the words to bring you comfort. it makes my heart rejoice.

i will keep you all in my prayers. God bless and keep you.

remember, even Elijah felt so alone he fled to the desert.

however GOD told him that He had reserved a remnant who still worshiped Him in Truth and in Spirit.

So even when everyone around you seems to be corrupt remember God is able to wash the bloodest sinner clean and that He has a remnant who still love Him and serve Him.

Bible story (just because its on my mind today):

1 Kings 19

New King James Version (NKJV)

Elijah Escapes from Jezebel

19 And Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, also how he had executed all the prophets with the sword. 2 Then Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah, saying, “So let the gods do to me, and more also, if I do not make your life as the life of one of them by tomorrow about this time.” 3 And when he saw that, he arose and ran for his life, and went to Beersheba, which belongs to Judah, and left his servant there.
4 But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a broom tree. And he prayed that he might die, and said, “It is enough! Now, Lord, take my life, for I am no better than my fathers!”
5 Then as he lay and slept under a broom tree, suddenly an angel[a] touched him, and said to him, “Arise and eat.” 6 Then he looked, and there by his head was a cake baked on coals, and a jar of water. So he ate and drank, and lay down again. 7 And the angel[b] of the Lord came back the second time, and touched him, and said, “Arise and eat, because the journey is too great for you.” 8 So he arose, and ate and drank; and he went in the strength of that food forty days and forty nights as far as Horeb, the mountain of God.
9 And there he went into a cave, and spent the night in that place; and behold, the word of the Lord came to him, and He said to him, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”
10 So he said, “I have been very zealous for the Lord God of hosts; for the children of Israel have forsaken Your covenant, torn down Your altars, and killed Your prophets with the sword. I alone am left; and they seek to take my life.”


11 Then He said, “Go out, and stand on the mountain before the Lord.” And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; 12 and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice.


13 So it was, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood in the entrance of the cave. Suddenly a voice came to him, and said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”
14 And he said, “I have been very zealous for the Lord God of hosts; because the children of Israel have forsaken Your covenant, torn down Your altars, and killed Your prophets with the sword. I alone am left; and they seek to take my life.”
15 Then the Lord said to him: “Go, return on your way to the Wilderness of Damascus; and when you arrive, anoint Hazael as king over Syria. 16 Also you shall anoint Jehu the son of Nimshi as king over Israel. And Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abel Meholah you shall anoint as prophet in your place. 17 It shall be that whoever escapes the sword of Hazael, Jehu will kill; and whoever escapes the sword of Jehu, Elisha will kill. 18 Yet I have reserved seven thousand in Israel, all whose knees have not bowed to Baal, and every mouth that has not kissed him.”

see even Elijah a great prophet at one moment in time wanted to lay down and prayed for God to take his life. He felt alone, but he was wrong and God told him "I have reserved seven thousand in Israel"

Just remember sister, you are not alone. God is working in the world. Lift your head up and remember to let your light shine before all men for YOU are a beloved child of God.

God bless and keep you.