Sorry about not posting...these last few up until a hundred, I had to rememorize, so that took time, I need to start reciting them in my head more often like I used to do...then I began the first one I had not memorized, 103 and then now I am in Psalms I do not know at all really, and these first few in 100 are long...I was on Psalm 106 on tuesday...
So I guess I will go back to where I left off and post verses in order that spoke to me as I went through them...
Psalm 78
I will open my mouth in parables,
i will utter hidden things, things from of old.
Hmm...why does the Lord speak in parables? even Jesus says, its so that the ones on the outside will not understand, but then the apostles even had to have many of them explained to them?...so what does that mean, but their are secrets that need to be understood in order to grasp God's will I believe.
Then they would put their trust in God
and not forget his deeds, but would keep his commands.
They would not be like their fathers,
a stubborn and rebellious generation,
whose hearts where not loyal to God,
whose spirits where not faithful to him.
What does it mean to trust God? To believe that HE is alwas the one that provides, and not to take refuge in anyone or thing else.
The men of Ephraim though armed with bows,
turned back on the day of battle.
***This verse has spoken deeply to me on many occasions, when I first memorized and every once in a while, I go up to my younger brother and recite this verse to him...think of a warrior armed to fight the evil hordes with those who also put their faith in their support, and though armed and prepared for battle, they turn away...and leave their friends without needed support.
He split the rocks in the desert--and gave them waters as abundant as the seas,
he brought streams out of a rocky crag--and made water flow down like rivers.
Hmmm, God can bring water and noruishment from anywhere.
They spoke against God, saying,
"Can God spread a table in the deset?"
When he struck the rock, water gushed out
streams flowed abundantly.
But can he also give us food?
Can he provide meat for his people?'
When the Lord heard them he was very angry,
his fire broke out against Jacob
and his wrath rose against Israel...
for they did not believe in God
or trust in his deliverance.
Yet he gave a command to the high skies,
and opened the doors of the heavens.'
So the Lord gives us water, and then we tend to doubt that we are FULLY provided for...So we question rather he will provide something else, rather than trust that since the Lord has been faithful, his will must be done.
But before they turned from the food they craved,
even while it was still in their mouths,
God's anger rose against them,
he put to death the sturdiest among them,
cutting down the young men of Israel.
So..it was not God they craved but the flesh of beasts...and the Holy Lord must condemn those who look not to him but live lives of beasts, delighting and wanting just physical pleasure, rather that be food, sex, money, or whatever else.
In spite of all this, they kept on sinning.
In spite of all his wonders, they did not believe,
So he ended their days in futility,
and their years in terror.
I often am fully here, probably was mostly here, today, doddling my life away because since I do not see where the Lord wants me, I tend not to be walking by faith, but by doubt, doing nothing, and not worshiping the Lord all day long...but wasting like on nfl or being loud and stuff like that.
Whenever God slew them, they would seek him.
they eagerly turned to him again.
They remembered that God was their Rock,
that God Most High was their redeemer,
but then they would flatter him with their mouths,
lying to him with their tongues,
their hearts were not loyal to him,
they were not faithful to his covenant.
Yet he was merciful to them,
her forgave their iniquities
and did not destroy them.
I see two things in this cycle here shown...first, it is often only when the Lord slays that we seek him...not be pessimestic but its true...secondly, what are iniquities? I am considering this, perhaps iniquities are the sins that are not willful but all the same surround a persons life like flies around a meal, and though not actually being a wanted thing, they are just here do to the flesh's current sinful state?
He remembered that they were but flesh,
a passing breeze that does not return.
Very humbling, to remember that you are nothing but dust, but flesh that is here for a little while.
Again and again, they put him to the test,
they vexed the Holy One of Israel.
Most take a lot to vex the Lord...but as I write again and again, how do you cure those who are in love with darkness? With and love the Lord shows, but when they reject this, what more can be done but contemplate or be vexed by the egnigma of those who choose to live sinful lives when given the option of paradise.
He struck down all the firstborn in Egpt,
the firstfruits of manhood in the tents of Ham.
I wrote this verse just because it reminds me that every person alive even then was the Lord's, for the Lord formed them all...and how the Lord still make a distinction and slaughtered the first born in Egypt because he wanted his people free, set apart and holy...
Like their fathers they were disloyal and faithless
as unreliable as a faulty bow.
They angered him with their high places,
they aroused his jeolosy with their idols.
When God heard them, he was very angry,
he rejected Israel completely.
He abandoned the tabernacle of Shiloh,
the tent he had set up among men.
He sent the ark of his might into captivity,
his splendor into the hands of the enemy.
He gave over his people to the sword,
he was very angry with his inheritance.
Fire devoured their young men,
and their maidens had no wedding songs.
Their priests were put to the sword
and their widow could not weep.
The Lord does not seem to treat his people with any sort of favortism in the repect of tolerating wickedness; on the other hand, he seems much much stricter...He allows the profane of other nations to go on for generations, but when wickedness becomes effrontory and tries to approach God...what but death can occur, either in baptism or in actual death?
He built his sanctuary like the heights,
like the earth that he established forever.
The permanance of God...
He chose David his servant,
and took him from the sheep pens,
from tending the sheep, he brought him
to be the shepherd of his people Jacob,
of Israel, his inheritance,
and David shepherded them with integrity of heart,
with skillful hands he led them
Hmmm...soundness of character can be seen and practiced in even the humblest of careers...I wonder of how awesome of a shepherd of even sheep David must have been...not being afriad to sling rocks at lions attacking his flock...and it shows the greatness of his creator.