Ask the Lord.
A friend of mine, a retired senior director at Homeland Security, had a preverbal arsenal at one time. The Lord convicted him about believing thr guns were his protection instead of the Lord. So, he sold everything down to the last bullet.
A few years later he missed going to the firing range and asked the Lord if he could purchase a gun. It was more of a “Have I learned to trust you, Lord?” question. The Lord said “Yes” so he purchased a gun.