I'm feeling quite a bit better today, thanks to all who prayed for me!
I guess I have to take it just a day at a time, and when the pain gets bad, really focus on eternity!
Me too, I hear you and I dont have RA, I cant imagine Sis. My own is pain enough for me, at least giving me times of relief between these episodes.
So I thank everyone who prayed for me as well (thanks)
I do find it hard to think about anything but the pain (try as you may)when its chronic, I really have to work on that I guess. I can do it far better with other things but I have never found it works with stuff like a bad tooth/nerve pain and /or back (nerve) pain.
Well, at least with a tooth you can pull it (poof! instant relief) not with nerves in your back, so I am thankful to God I can still walk today, because I have times when I can neither sit, walk or stand (all three at the same time) and that is what it felt like yesterday, as I can feel it coming on stronger over a time. All yesterday, I was like (great) here it comes AGAIN.
I so dread it, its hard to bear, and its isolating, like being put in a "time out" for a couple of months.
Assigned days of futility (that sort of thing).
I dont know how some of you who are bedridden for the most part even type in bed, thats a mystery to me, I can only lay in one position, my back (no sides) and cannot sit upright in bed, so I lay flat. And I have great difficulty typing (at all) while stuck on my back. Im somewhat in a rush to find a laptop now otherwise I might be staring a popcorn ceiling in a room (with no TV in it). And I'll just die of boredom before anything else. Because I really dont enjoy TV though (but when there is literally nothing else you can do it works as a mind occupier (thats it).
But at least I can still walk today and I am always grateful for everyones prayers, especially when going over the deep edge in pain (off in the backround of real life).
Hang in there sis, lets keep one another in each others prayers, and if you ever need an ear or anything, and want to talk (without typing back and forth) as I find it far easier to speak on the phone then type myself let me know.
God bless you in Christ Jesus the Lord