Hey y'all. I don't know why (probably because of stuff happening at home) but lately the more I am trying to get closer with Christ, the more those thoughts in the back of my head keep coming back. Thoughts like I don't matter and such. Kinda don't want to go into specifics, and I know that's just Satan trying to get back in my head, so I ask if y'all can pray for me. Cause this is gonna be a long 4-8 months of change for me. Or even a year. I'm meeting with a pastor at a new church sometime this week, and I have Celebrate Recovery tomorrow, so hopefully those two things will knock these thoughts away again.