Had doctor's appt. with the spine surgeon today. Ugh.. He recommended MORE physical therapy for my back, I'm soooo sick of having a bad back!! I would give ANYTHING for even just ONE DAY with no twinges, no pain, no nothing. I'm tired, I ache, and I wanna go "home".. Many times I wonder how many pain pills it would take to just drift away.
Don't worry, I'm not gonna do it. I'm stronger than that, and I ain't about to let satan conquer me with everything he's throwing my way lately. I'm a survivor, and this is just another obstacle in my path. I WILL go over it, around it, under it or through it to remove it from my path. I will cry, I will scream and yell, I will be in agony, but I SHALL overcome this!! I will NOT let the devil win and defeat me. I am stronger than my pain, and I am stronger than my sorrow. I will weather this storm and come out victorious!!