Thank you, Fenner and Natania..
She was with me through all my hard times, my cancer, my depression, my herniated disk last year. I was totally alone through all that, but she was here to comfort me. The upcoming holidays are gonna be hard, especially my bday, Christmas, Thanksgiving and New Years. I always did a stocking for her on Christmas and would open it with her. We had staring contests, and meowing contests, and a nightly ritual of opening the lower cabinet doors so she wouldn't try to bang them open..lol.. I miss all that, but I'm hoping to get another kitty before my birthday. She looks alot like Tequila and her name is Tangerine.
I've asked God to make her invisible to anyone else looking for an orange cat, because it seems that's the color of cat everyone wants. I'm hoping to go there soon and get her.