Demi- I also appreciate your posts and look forward to them. I do wish you reconsider and stay.
I heard a good teaching from Mel Bond the other day explaining how G-d is love, so satan cannot
know love, when we walk in G-d's love for us we are protected and covered by G-d's love and satan cannot harm us.
Those who revile we who are in Christ and walking in His love don't know His love.
Please stay, or at least, make sure you are doing what Jesus wants you to do.
Bless you