I was a very foolish christian before i really started taking god seriously. I would constantly smoke weed, drink, swear, boast, & make VERY bad choices & would always find myself asking.. why am i not getting anywhere in life? why is it so dull? what am i doing wrong god?!?! lol it was probably the drugs that held me back, but anyways one day i was just compelled to read the bible but when i opened it
I said in my head.. 'pffft yeah right, how am i gonna read this thing..' so i just started with the one book that interested me the Most.. can you take a guess at what book in the bible an idiot(me
) would probably start with to gain knowledge & wisdom?!?! BINGO! PROVERBS! WoOP WoOP! [lus it was very interesting to me because as i read i could see my downfalls in almost every way i was living foolish.
Proverbs 3:4-5 stuck out alot to me though & i had remembered hearing & memorizin it as a kid.. but never really gave it much thought ( really thought it was some nut who was just so into god) but when i applied it to my life i learned to trust the holyspirit(god in you) & listen to him even though i wanted to keep doing worldly things like smoke a J or get hammered constantly, i found myself gaining self control & the more i kept starving my flesh the more my flesh died & the easier life had become. All i had to do was not lean on what i felt was right or what i wanted to do, & do what GOD(The word) tells me to do & Everything worked out. Now i have quits all drugs. i havent touched alcohol since 2009 (well i guess jan 1st 2010 but that was last time.. new years party) & i have also improved my self through chirst. Thanks JC, you mah boi. After this i Started reading the rest of the bibile starting with new testament, matthew, & kept going in order.
i will tell you this much. once i started reading the word, i became to develope a hunger for it. & started reading it every opportunity i had in my spare time ( for instance on the bus ride to my job) its also good because when people see you reading the bible 1/10 times the odd person will say something & its a good way to share or help your ministry.
May the "I AM" be with you, - Master Yahweh.
May the force be with you, - Master Yoda?
Don't ask... about that very last line.. my mind wanders like a duck in a pond.