You are learning you are never alone, as feelings always try to get in the way of truth and can only do that whenever I personally, let them lead me to do, without any thought(s) over it.
Going through a trouble, I want and do not get, I am getting and not wanting. Feelings from that, produces thoughts) trying to lead like a train. Feelings are the caboose of a train and the lead is truth from God to me at least. Truly, the caboose cannot lead a train. If does a wreck is going to happen, for sure.
Example: Go to a scary movie, watch the movie and when someone in the movie jumps out, how do people react naturally to what they are seeing?
Yes, and we know it is not real, only a movie, yet are emotions, predictably react, it matters not whether or not whatever we are seeing and thinking,. whether or not it is good or bad
That to me is why John 10:10 to me the first part
That states., the thief (Emotions) come to steal, kill and destroy, when the last part of John 10:10 states, but (Which kills the thief, emotion to me) and God Father in risen Son gives new life more abundantly
John 10:10
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have
it more abundantly.
Emotions of troubles, when in the lead over it happening, happened or might happen again, troubles me in stress and not having any rest has and does create doubt, where I end up stressed out, which is naturally of my first born flesh, that I now reckon as dead, thanks to Son's done work for me to see new in Father for us all to love all regardless of what others do or not do, even me as well, thanking God in this love given us that does not quit from God for us all, Yet does between people and is not good for anyone, in my opinion as we are to grow new daily into maturing daily, God continuing to love us all, regardless of what we have done , do or not do
Can we now turn to God in love back to God? For loving us all first
1 John 4:19
We love him, because he first loved us.
Revelation 1:5
and from Jesus Christ,
who is the faithful witness,
and the first begotten of the dead, and the prince of the kings of the earth. Unto him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood,